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Update

 I'm currently a UiTM student! Hahaha I always forget that I have this blog going so it's a pretty empty space now. Currently sitting with a friend while doing work. I have a manga open in my phone and 10242197412 more after it lol. Addicted to reading them these days. My roommate is in her final semester so this coming month or so will be the last I will see of her. She's super cute and nice and very kind. She loves cats and calls her family often; they're an endearingly rowdy bunch. I ate a lot today. But I skipped breakfast (accidentally) so I suppose I can excuse my heavy lunch. But the waffles that I ate afterwards are definitely pure self-indulgence on my part. I should probably save up money... I know a little bit of the campus roads now. I thought it would be hard to adjust but after a few trips around it becomes easier to navigate, and I'm a little more confident in my sense of direction. That's it for now. I'll see you soon!

jades

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cursed

 i hate cursed audio in google meet TT it's so horrible currently having introductions in class but i can barely makeout the words

regret.mp3

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  i feel like im wasting time lol i know that im still young and i can change courses once im done but idk, i just feel so out of depth ;-;

stuff i want to try out

 yooo these new adobe apps are really cool :D it makes me want to learn lots of stuff! like coding websites, editing videos, animation... there's so much i want to learn and try out. maybe i should look up courses on them sometime, they're really interesting! also i should probably get back to that sketchup class thingy... i've left it on hold for quite a while.

random prompts

 you're alone and cold in your bedroom, the fan whirring as fast as it could go as it usually did. there's three tabs open in your laptop, one playing music that you've never heard before in a language you don't understand, but the melody is quite nice so you don't bother changing it. in the kitchen, someone tinkers with glassware and fills a cup with water. your eyes flutter, torn between staying awake and succumbing to sleep. the song changes to another song, the artist's voice raw and emotional as they pour their all into their art. you listen mindlessly, and before you know there's darkness. the dinner table is empty. your family is asleep, retired to their respective rooms with the late hour, but you're restless and anxious for something to happen. your reflection is dull and unclear in the scratched marble of the table, and your hands draw meaningless symbols as you lose yourself in your thoughts. when you lock eyes with a girl across the street, w

30 days writing challenge: day 1

so, i am a master of inconsistency, but i will do my best to do this challenge until the bitter end TvT  day 1: describe your personality. i think my defining trait is being carefree. i usually do things without a plan in mind and follow impulse more than anything. for me, plans are restrictive and burdensome. i find it more comfortable to go with the flow and make do with what i have.  i would say i am reserved but also enthusiastic? i keep to myself but i have a certain passion when i do things, i think. like when i draw, people would just see me doodling mindlessly with earphones on and my mind far away, but im actually losing myself in the process and letting the enjoyment of drawing sink into me. i dont really know how to say it. im introverted too, but occasionally the chatty extrovert in me makes an appearance. it's very random and unreliable, but extrovert-me is super talkative, friendly and easy to get along with. usually, im quiet and keep to myself unless im with someone